A Shattered Heart

June 2018

" It was a Saturday afternoon and a very sunny day, how could I forget?

The touch of the tips of your fingers on the bare skin of my back, how could I forget?

Your burning eyes as you turned me around to face you, how could I forget?

Your beautiful eyes that shined like sparkles in the night when you laughed, how could I forget?

September 2018

It was ' long walks and snacks ' day, do you even remember.. the exact date? 'cause I do, I always do!

It was your idea by the way because you knew how much I loved snacks, though you didn't like them as much.

We would walk and talk for hours and you would tell me about life and talk to me about the future, do you remember? 'cause I do, I'll always do..

May 2019

I never imagined in my whole life that what we had would come to an end one day, I have always imagined me and you against the universe, just like you used to tell me.

You made me create this dream called "perfect life" and I held on to it so tight that I forgot that there weren't happy endings in real life and that those fairy tales shit were meant for telenovelas!

In some way, I still managed to hold on, telling myself it was just a little storm that would pass eventually... but it wasn't just a little storm, more like a hurricane that lasted for weeks.

No more sparkles, no more chills...

I was blinded by all the darkness you put in me that I couldn't see the light....

How could I forget, the look on your face when I told you I was tired..

Alas now I am a shattered heart with no home to go to, I am a shattered heart with no one to long for... "

These are the words Emily wrote to Daven before walking away forever...